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May 7th, 2009

GRE Preparation 01

So I've finally opened the book that's collecting dust on the top of my bookshelf - the book called Kaplan GRE Prep. It took me a good six months and I don't quite like the way it's arranged. So I bought the Princeton Review prep and starting working on it.

The only part of the GRE that will pose a huge problem would be the verbal part, where a great knowledge of archaic and obscure English words is required to get anything above a 600. In an attempt (I'm not sure if it's futile yet) to make those words part of my vocabulary, I will use them in my blog posts, from today till the day I take my GREs. Wish me luck.

Day 01:

So the Princeton Review classified these words as Hit Parade Words and separated them into four groups of 75 words each. These aberrant words dampen my alacritous attempt at studying. In all veracity, my English isn't bad. While I am not exactly an erudite person when it comes to the English language, my vocabulary is big enough to pass me as an above average English speaker and an even better writer. To my credit, I know about half of the words listed - so this task of learning these words is not too onerous a task. Well, enough prattling about me and my English proficiency.

My seemingly endless list of work is producing an unbearable ennui and I find myself enervated. However, today's experiments did not give me any problems and most of them has a long incubation time, allowing me to steal away and type this entry. The workload has been increasing recently, but no complaints from me. The new projects are steering me away from my mundane routine. They assuage the boredom of performing almost ingenuous experiments.

Well, that's it for now - I have to get back to my experiments.

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July 19th, 2007

Memories.

I spent the last weekend in Time Square, KLCC, parts of KL and Wangsa.  Even took the same train I would've taken 2 yrs ago. Memories sure flooded back. But I guess it's time to move on.

Just needed to get that out. Damn. 

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June 17th, 2007

In the car on my way to KL, I've noticed a few things.

One. My parents love me so much, I felt guilty for leaving them for 12 out of 14 weeks just to complete this so called internship. I will see what its worth today, so wish me luck. But from what I've been experiencing with the phone calls to the company, it looks bleak. Time to snuff out that negative mindset that makes me a typical Malaysian and embrace it.

Two. I'd not trade my life for the life of someone rich and famous like Paris Hilton, etc. Don't ask me why, if you dig deep down inside your hearts I'm sure you will feel the same way.

Three. Malaysia is a country where you can sit down happily and enjoy a meal with your loved ones. Generally. That constitutes a "good enough" country. I mean compare us with many war torn countries and developing countries. We are at the forefront of developing countries for many years now. Then why do people complain? First, probably of outright injustice and having no say in many things. Second, maybe because our country has a lot of potential; it could've done so much more and can do so much more that could've allowed us to amass much wealth to give back to the society. Third, its "good enough" status is in jeopardy - of declining. Public`safety is at risk. It is no longer safe to walk the streets alone. Malaysianeeds to make a preemptive move, weigh the risks and benefits and make a move to change that decline to an incline. Easier said than done huh?

I've got to make a move now. Will post more tonight. Expect a long ass post.

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June 14th, 2007

Food for Thought

So I'm back in Malaysia. It's about time for a "complaint post".

I've noticed how short-sighted the country and the corporations in the country can be. If it's not short-sightedness, then it's the inability to live up to their words.

I won't use TPM as an example, I can go for eons.

I've recently had the chance to read a speech given by Dato' Seri Abdullah Ahmad Badawi in the Launch of the GLC Transformation Programme on 29th July 2005 at KLCC. Let me quote certain parts of the speech which I think wraps up the situation in Malaysia or is really how we can tackle the many ails of the country...

"... Being a small market, we have quite modest resources. We have done well to transform a country that seemed destined to be a failed state when it gained independence, into a thriving, modern economy, currently at the forefront of a developing world."

While it is true that we have gone a long way from our humble beginnings, we have been stuck at the "forefront of a developing world" for quite some time now. As a matter of fact, the world is advancing at a faster pace than we are advancing. In short, we're not keeping up with the pace at which the world is growing.

Anyways, I'm not an economist or an analyst, so I'd better deal with issues that I have experience with. Later in the speech he mentioned that,

"Realising Vision 2020 will require us to push ourselves in ways we never imagined. We will need to dig deep into our reserves. We will need strength of the mind, body and spirit. We will need wisom, courage and tenacity ... That is why I have always discussed human capital development, because people are the basic building blocks of what we do."

Even in the article dated June 15th, 2007, he emphasized on the need to build up our human capital and for our students to be Nobel lauretes, among other things. Anyone reading this would expect the government to push for better education for the students and doing their best to advocate technological inflow from developed countries.

Unfortunately, that is not the case and I speak from experience. I'm one among many students who are studying in US through a governmental funded privatised institution. It's a GLI and we would expect the government to support its own programs. However that was not the case as the students who are under the program had to go through hell just to try to obtain loans, most which are turned down. JPA will not fund the students under the program.

Holding on to trust, some students who are already in US face financial problems and are struggling just to pay off their lodging and tuition fees. This has a negative impact on their studies. Seeing such an issue, our student body had tried to push for aid for these students.

We are still waiting for a reply, but it is safe to say that that institution that we took the program under still give empty promises. We will not sit back and watch them screw with our future.

My two cents.

Oh, I'm talking about Biotech btw. Our government spend so much money in building the latest infrastructure, etc. but they failed to channel some of those money to develop the minds of the future. Without anyone to work these facilities to their fullest, it would be quite pointless to build them.

To promote technological input into Malaysia from foreign countries, the government needs to take a more proactive stance in sending students overseas. The government should make financial aid more available to students as studying abroad is not an easy burden for any family to bear. Taking a couple of percent off and funding it to developing the bright young minds of the future would be important to build a strong human capital. This would attract investor and prepare Malaysia for developing its own novel technologies and ideas.

Another thing to note is the sad state of biotechnology back home. I've decided to go home during summer and during my 3 month period here obtain an internship placement with any companies in Malaysia.

It is sad.

  1. There is no stipend provided. A 5 year old can tell you that incentives push people forward to work better. But no, apparently not in Malaysia. In US, the average company pays ~3000USD stipend for 8 to 10 weeks of internship placement.

    The government could help by making money spent on internship tax deductible. This would give the Malaysian Biotechnology Economy a huge upward push. Not only will it train Malaysian undergraduates in a real working environment, it would promote a positive exchange of ideas between universities and the private sector, creating a bridge between the "service" arm and "economic" arm.

  2. Malaysian mentality of treating the students as parasites. Most Malaysian companies have the idea that students depend on them for practical training and that they should have no leverage.

    Well, the idea of students depending on them is correct, but to treat students as if they are useless and not giving them the right to voice out and negotiate a plan that suits them is just plain wrong.

    Not only that, these interns are usually required to abide to every single company rule and yet get no benefits usually provided by the company.

Both points highlighted above gives the next generation of graduates a very bad impression of the industry in Malaysia. Other countries are willing to hire them, willing to fund their studies, and offer seemingly better prospects than "being stuck in" Malaysia.

How then does Malaysia intend to stop the "brain drain"?

I am happy that our government has the ideals. But it may have to redefine its means of achieving those ideals, and I believe what the PM said about retaining a strong human capital is true. Take the initiative to promote international exchange of information. We have much to gain and little to lose.

Posted by scsw at 01:25 AM | Leave ur prints?

June 11th, 2007

Home

Omg~ I missed this~

Fully stocked fridge. A car. High school friends. Not having to convert by multiplying by 3.3. Not having to walk 5 blocks just to do laundry. Having an iron. Not having to freeze my ass off when I wake up and open the window. Ba Gua. Nasi Lemak. Chap Fan. Pan Mee. Ais Kacang. Leng Chi Kang. Popiah. Nasi Kandar. Roti Canai. Tosai. Kuih Talam. Leung Sui. Milo O' Ais Pekat. Sup Ekor.

OMG OMG~

I was so deprived! Gonna go bathe and get more of the good stuff Malaysia has to offer.

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