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March 12th, 2007

This may not be the brightest thing to do but...

I'm bored. So I've decided to write something in this blog which I have abandoned for a while.

It's finals week. Surprised to actually see me blogging during finals week when I have no time for it any other time? Haha. Don't be. I don't know why, but I've lost that panicky feeling I've felt nearing exams which drives me to study almost 24/7 around finals. So, yeah, I'm not doing that anymore.

I'm sure my parents will be glad. Until it jeopardizes my grades. At least I'll be healthy, no? Either way, the line up for tomorrow is American Government, a class which I enjoy and which lecturer I think is very cool and helpful, and Horizons in Biotechnology, a course which I believe should not have a 100+ pages 10 point words packet and a final exam. Instead, I don't mind having to write a report and present it in class.

Then, I'll have biochem on Wednesday, which is awesome, except for the fact that I haven't touched it since midterm 2. Urea cycle, transamination, glycine cleavage, and tons of other mechanisms to study.

Still calm though. Wonder why. I think I'm turning lazy. Sucks.

Anyways, enough about finals. You must be wondering how I'm doing over here.

Let's see. I'm talking hell a lot now. I'm lazier. I've became interested in sports. Uh... There's nothing much about me that has changed really.

I've learnt to let go. To shut things out of my mind when I don't need them screwing with my thoughts.

Anyways, I'll be posting some pics up soon. After finals. I promise. Lol. I always promise.

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March 15th, 2007

Finally...

It's the last paper for the winter quarter.

So, I've got back results for Universe and American Government. High As for both classes. So I'm really happy and motivated.

Biochem was challenging to say the least. But it was fun. The amount of thinking and mechanisms. Phew.

Horizons was killer. He went into the details. Damnit. 

Anyways, I'm geared up. 3 more hours to freedom.

Let's finish this.

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March 16th, 2007

It's Over

Sufficient to say, we owned the classes! xD 

Winter 2007 is officially over. Sweeeeet. Now I can waste my life sleeping and playing games. -.-"

Nah, I wanna go to San Diego over the weekend. I'm asking around to see if anyone's going. Still keeping my hopes high.

Friends from Malaysia are arriving Monday, March 19th. Emily's gonna come here! I'll bug the life outta her. xD

Gotta go. Los Olivos is calling. Ciaoz. 

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March 17th, 2007

Pictures!

If you're wondering how Pomona looks like and how I'm doing over here, this is the post you've been waiting for. After 180+ days of no post, I've dug up pictures.

Yee Sang
Yee Sang - This is during Chap Goh Mei. Everyone came. And for one day, we actually had the CNY atmosphere. Sad, but hey, it's something.

Lou ah!
Lou ah! Lou ah! Thanks Dad!

That's it for CNY, now we have scenes from Belacan Grill, two days ago. It's a post-exam celebration at a Malaysian Restaurant near Rodendo Beach.

Let's start with the food! 

Datin's Nasi Lemak
Datin's Nasi Lemak. This actually resemble Nasi Lemak back home and is way better than what is offered in Penang. I miss the Nasi Lemak back home. The one the aunty sells. =( 

 Ais Kacang
Ais Kacang! They had no Atachi seeds, so they substituted with Longan.  But it was good nonetheless.

Group Pic
From left - Julie,Me, Min, Fahmi

I never look good in pictures
Julie and I.

Karaoke KaraokeKaraoke
What's a Malaysian Celebration without Karaoke? We've got Izwan, Fahmi and Joan. The Trio!

That's all the pictures for now. Gonna go out. Expect an update soon. Ta.

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March 18th, 2007

Crazy

So it's Spring Break and I've been enjoying every bit of it.

First day was footie, which I screwed my ankle real bad. Not cause of any injury, but cause of some stupid move I made last week and it didn't really heal yet. Sux. And after that, it was golf at the Village Driving Range. It's awesome and we had our joy swinging the clubs and shooting the balls to other people (hey tarch, remember that one that flew just beside your face?). Haha. Then we played pepsi cola, and I was the first to be removed. Blame it on my injured foot. And here are some pictures;

 Tattoo
Izzana got excited and relived her childhood dreams of becoming an artist. The canvas? My arm. It was ticklish!

The Tri-putt
I name this the Tri-putt. State of the art engineering (Brandon DID bring his triangle (the triangular ruler) to get the angles right). So he, Fahmi and Izwan went ahead and put this together.

A Moment of Enlightenment?!
And the architect's moment of enlightenment! I have no idea what he saw, but it looks ... er... enlightening.

Hiyeak!

I have no idea what happened, but they started exchanging punches. Here is Izzana executing her tackle punch combo on Fahmi. Looks like he's gonna fall!

 Huaaaa~
Pras sprints towards Fahmi, readying to kick. 

Anyways, I left earlier to go get soccer boots (I WANT TO TRY THEM OUT!) It's relatively cheap here. I got mine for 20 dollars, and it sells back home for at least RM100. So, after like an hour of indecisiveness, I bought the,.

Then there was tennis. Kinda fun. Will pursue it further when my ankle is healed. And Risk at night.

And now, it's time for dinner. I made Ginger Pork and Ma-Po Tofu. =)
 Mhmmmmmm...

Havta feed my stomach now. 

PS: Anyone have the song Bruises by Oleander? I want it. And I'll be changing my layout soon.

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March 21st, 2007

Layout

I'm gonna change my layout soon. And what do you think of this theme; B&W with blood red. Like it's gonna all be in Stencil and there's blood splattered all over. Here's a rough header I made in 15 minutes.

Untitled

Let me know what you think. Thanks! 

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March 22nd, 2007

I NEED SOCCER!

I bought boots.

I need to play soccer. I need soccer. I'm itching to play.

I NEED TO PLAY. HEAL STUPID ANKLE. STUPID TENDON. HEAL. DAMNIT.

I NEED TO PLAY SOCCER!!! 

It's boring without soccer. I can feel the fats piling up. I can see cobwebs growing on my boots. But my ankle's still not healing.

Damnit.

And the guys aren't making it easier. 

Just needed to get that out.

I WANNA PLAY!!!

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March 23rd, 2007

Disneyland!

So it's Spring Break and I had the chance to visit Disneyland. Spencer drove 7 of us there - Meng, Loong, Brandon, Lun, Hwa, Roy and me.

For someone who had no childhood dreams of Disneyland, I really enjoyed myself. It was made of two theme parks - Disneyland Park and California's Adventure Park, each with their own attractions. What surprised me was the amount of people going to Disneyland everyday. We went on a Tuesday, Spring Break, not any public holiday or weekend mind you, and the amount of people they get is comparable to half that of Genting on a major public holiday overlapping a long weekend. That's for each park. Sum that up and you have enough people to fill up Genting Theme Park. Imagine what It'd be like on weekends?

Day 1

This shot was taken ~10.00a.m. when the park just started operation.

Disneyland 01

Anyways, so we bought the tickets, USD$83. And we went another building to change our tickets to annual passes for another $41. So it was $124 in total for an annual pass with block-out dates on weekends and major holidays (I wouldn't want to come here on those days). Lun, Loong and Hwa took forever and we found them flirting with the lady selling the tickets. Brandon took this shot while waiting for them.

Disneyland 02

So after we got the tickets, we walked around for a bit and went onto our first ride and the oldest ride in Disneyland - It's A Small World. We got onto the boat and it took us into the castle with dolls singing "It's A Small World After All" in different languages. So here's the castle.

Small Small World

Spencer, Sean

Here is Spencer and me. I need a haircut.

Small Small World

Small Small World

Inside, there were so many of these dolls. Loong suggested how scary it'd be if you came in alone in the boat and no one was around you. Which was true. And when we came out of the ride, Meng came up with a new song, "It's A Big Mole Over Here."

After that, we went on a few other attractions including the Pirates of the Carribean ride. There was one part with a Fog like effect with the Octopus guy (sorry I forgot his name) coming out and speaking. Kinda cool effect. Looks like a waterfall. Too bad I don't have a shot of it.

Then it was lunch. On the way there we walked past the ranch and saw two lambs fighting. I shot a video of it, will try to upload it.

Lamb

Lunch!

Anyways, lunch was Mexican. It was so so but portion was huge so it fulfilled its purpose. After lunch we checked out Honey! I've Shrunk the Audience, another attraction where you have to wear this 3D glasses and the guy appears as if he's right in front of you. There was one part where I actually flinched.

After that, we walked over to California's Disney Adventure. It was about 2pm.

Disneyland 03

Check out the crowd.

Here are where the fun rides are. First, we tried Maliboomer, which is similar to Solero Shots in Genting except that it's not as tall. Then we went onto the Ferris Wheel, 8 guys fitted inside a small car. Their Ferris Wheel was different - instead of it stuck immobile to the end of the spokes of the wheel, they had paths which the car could slide when it turned. We had so much momentum, we actually slid quite fast.

Then, we went for the Coaster. It was awesome. When you get on it, it slides you to the water. Then you stop and there's this countdown. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1. Launch. And there's music playing. You start of zooming up a slope, zooming down. Zooming everywhere. Nonstop. It was awesome. They shot a picture at the last part. I actually posed in it (heh) but I didn't buy the picture. So now I'm pumped. And we went for the last ride, The Hollywood Tower of Terror.

It was a long queue even with the Fastpass. They put you in this old elevator. You know the ones that looks like a cage and one side is open. Yeah those. Let me quote the attendant; "Hope you have a pleasant stay here. If you ever need anything, just scream."

You strap on and they lift you up. One floor. There's some story. Another floor. And more of the story. Then it was dark. And you fall. Freefall. When you thought it'd stopped, you fall again. Then it shoots you up to the 13th floor and the window opens. You can see the whole of Disneyland for a few seconds. A you fall. They shoot you up again and take a picture. This time, you fall all the way to the first floor. It was scary when you don't know what happens. But fun. I saw the picture, and Loong was clenched up, with his face white. Lol. He was freaked out. I posed, as usual. Too bad I didn't get that picture too.

Anyways, that's it for day one. Here's some random pics.

Spencer & The Indian

Spencer and the Red Indian.

Jupiter

Roy & the Lollipop

Roy and the Lollipop. He actually MARKED Brandon with it. You know how animals mark their territory, yeah. He did that. I'll upload the shot of Brandon's jacket once I find it.

Brandon's JacketHere is the shot. Look at Roy's markings.

Highlight 01 - Loong

And here's the highlight of the day. Loong's public peeing session.

Enjoy.

I'll post more later. Going out now.

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March 26th, 2007

School's Started

So Spring Quarter begins. And I'll probably update this blog less. Probably it will rot here till the next break. But do check in from time to time. When I'm bored reading Grisham, Zinn, Isotopes and Pharma, I might just drop by to post something.

I'll try to get the Disneyland Pics for Day Two up by the end of this week.

Anyways, my schedule is packed to the brim this quarter. *sigh*

And there's no drive like last quarter. Sux. 

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March 28th, 2007

HST 202 - 1

Well, sorry for the monotonous title. I want to write down everything that's bouncing inside my head before they all disappear.

Today we talked about Loewen, Zinn and social stratification. This is what I will be writing for my thesis report coming week.

Loewen, in Land of Opportunity, says that social class is a fundamental aspect of the society and the people in it. America is portrayed in the textbooks as a society with no class distinction, that everyone were middle class. But that was far from the truth. Their history textbooks say nothing about social stratification, making the students believe that there was equal opportunity and meritocracy holds true for all scenarios. To the average American, people deserve what they get and when they don't get what they want, they are not working hard enough.

I regret to say, that is hardly true. America, like any other capitalist country, has distinct social classes and the textbooks, by hiding the fact, make it harder for students to see the separation. He spoke of the American education system is ineffective and is indirectly causing the working class (or the middle class) to stay in a cycle, not wanting to break free or never able to. He hinted that it was difficult for the lower class people to even try to penetrate the barrier and that affluent Americans have what it takes to make more money.

This is because the lower class has way less opportunities compared to the higher class to be successful. The higher class starts off better, is more connected to successful people who have the resources to help them succeed. The lower class may start of with a poorer education, with less links or recognition from other people needed for success. Can you see the difference between an average high classman and an average low classman? In short, the rich get richer and the poor get poorer, and the high school education system is doing nothing to stop this.

Zinn also talked about social stratification in his book, A People's History of America. Zinn told of corrupt politics help keep the situation as such. But why would a government for the people try to keep everyone within certain boundaries? The answer is simple. Those who dominate in the realm of politics are those of the higher echelons, and it is in their best interest to keep these people in their social classes as the system allows these upper classmen to benefit from it. And so we have philanthropists, funding educational institutes to produce 'professional' work force which "loyally act as buffers against trouble".

Here is my two cents on it. This is but a simple case of conditioning. America has most often been regarded as the land of the free. I mean, let's look at the facts, Americans get the right to free speech, demonstration, property, etc. How much better can it get?

From here on, consider a fictional society, which is the epitome of freedom. A society that enjoys even more freedom than America. Children, at one point of time, will have such a society in their naive and untainted mind. However, in the midst of a high degree of social freedom, there lies a way to use this title to gain benefits.

In many countries, there exist a governmental body that controls what is shown in the media and it may not publish certain materials as it sees fit and at its discretion. Now, let's assume such a body exists in a society that is the epitome of freedom. If such a body exists in a community that believes it has a lot of freedom and transparency, they people in it may be fooled into believing that they have been told everything.

In societies that cencorship and opacity is apparent, the people in it knows that they are being shielded from something. Some will even make the effort to find out what they are missing. In our imaginative community, these people will not even know that they are being manipulated using the media and by not knowing, how do they find out the truth and do something about it?

This is what is happening. Children believe that their community is transparent and freedom is at its peak. When this happens, it will be drilled into their heads that there is no social strata. When they see no social strata, they will not be able to apprehend the issue. Let's look at this from the 2 different social classes that are affected by the system;

1. The Working Poor and Impoverished - These students may know of the existing social strata when they are younger. When they are inquisitive. They ask, why do the rich people deserve more than us? Why are they better off? Is it because they work harder, are smarter? Over time, as they grow up and try to break free of poverty, they find it very difficult. They have less opportunities compared to the upper class, and they have more hurdles to face. The world seems to be against them and they will be pushed very close to their breaking point, if not over it. Generally, they will not break free and this coupled with the society's view that the poor are undeserving, eventually make them believe that they are not worthy. In short, conditioning.

2. The Middle Working Class - To these people, the social strata is less distinct. It's more of a blur thin line, which people tend to discard. As they go through school, the education system further enforces the fact that social strata does not exist, and they, being young and naive, believes that the society works on meritocracy. Being above the poverty line allows them to look at the society and say, 'Hey, I'm doing well. I've worked for it and I believe those bums deserve being poor because they slack off!' If the education system does not discuss about social stratification, most will never find out and will be less keen on giving opportunities on the lower class to break free. The system conditions them to, as Zinn put it, "act as buffer against trouble". So, you might counter argue that, 'Hey, they will learn that in college!'. But, wouldn't that be a bit too late?

The social structure and system put the students in invisible cages and lead them unknowingly into traps set to keep them where they should be.

You might counter argue of financial aid being provided. Scholarships, grants, etc, are offered to give hope and keep the belief of meritocracy running. What is 1% breaking free, compared to having more than 50% revolting? Then again, most of those who are able to break free are unable to pierce the barrier to reach the state of the upper classmen. They remain middle working class, maybe earning more than before, and a loyal defender of the system. Once again, they are conditioned.

Zinn said that, "Control in modern times require more than force, more than law. It requires that a population dangerously concentrated in cities and factories, whose lives are filled with cause for rebellion, be taught all is right as it is." How do you do that? A simple one word answer - conditioning. In this fabricated society of ours, the middle class live their lives happily being part of the system, happily oppressed, ready to defend what they intend to break free of. Sounds very much like Matrix, no?

Now, stop considering the fictional society and look back at history. In 1960s-70s, unions were formed. Organized labor movements started fighting for their rights. Then in 1980s, the number of unions decreased. And today, the union activities have dwindled to an all time low for the past few decades.

So what happened in between?

Let me quote Zinn, "Perhaps it was the recognition that day-to-day combat was not enough, that fundamental change was needed...". For people to change, they must recognize the problem and notice that change is needed. In the fictional society we considered, there seemed, to the people, to be no recognition of the problem hence there will be no change needed. Perhaps, that is what happened to the decrement of unions. Philanthropists gave the people a means of trying to break free and by giving them hope, no need for change is seen.

Or perhaps it's just that the problem is solved and all is equal. I'll leave it to you.

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